I'd love to spend time with you too, but you never ask Jenna, you just walk away. When I do suggest one on one time, you encourage me to stay with her. I'm not sure I understand your contradictions. If you do not care, why does it effect you, and if you do care, why are you pushing me away? Not that i'd ever go anywhere, but you're making it hard to get close in that way. And I've told Saffy, it's okay if we never get there. But again, I have to say, whether you want to or not, is a mystery to me. But the important thing is Jenna... I don't want you to do anything you don't want to do, I don't want you researching this, just because you think it's what you have to do to keep me. All you have to do, is just be here. But you haven't lately.